tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-119708182011-04-21T13:49:41.874-07:00Annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10906356595134951393noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11970818.post-1114536143214070762005-04-26T12:22:00.000-07:002005-04-26T10:22:23.216-07:00Well I'm not very good at this journaling/blogging thing. I have also been slacking some on the prayer. Before today what I would have said was that through this what I have noticed is that when I say Surprise me God is that I am more aware of what is going on around me and how God is involved and present. Today I got a bad surprise- while I know in my head that God isn't purposely causing me this pain my heart says differently and asks why? and where are you? and do you really love me?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11970818-111453614321407076?l=aasurpriseme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10906356595134951393noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11970818.post-1112808453463557342005-04-06T12:27:00.000-07:002005-04-06T10:27:33.463-07:00Day 1<br />There are a lot of first for me here. Figuring out this blogging thing is one of them.<br />After listening to the service on CD last night I said those three words to God today and also prayed that I would have the courage to hear and follow/be open God's surprises. I was very hesitant to start this after having many bad surprises lately, I wasn't sure I really wanted to be surprised again. After reading Michael's blogg, I realized that I too am playing into that lie. I'm interested to see what happens these next 30 days. So far nothing surprising, but I have been much more aware of what is happening around me.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11970818-111280845346355734?l=aasurpriseme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10906356595134951393noreply@blogger.com0